Sometimes I wonder if I should continue. Some have commented that this isn’t real, that this didn’t happen to me. It’s taken 16 years for me to speak, and even then, I am told that this “never happened”… All they’d have to do is Google Steve Cartisano. Jack said “it would have been a major news story”. Did he not read the Bryant Gumbel chapter? Did he not do the research before he told me I was a liar?

I look at the scars on my legs, feet…face. I know what happened. I read the nearly 100 journals and wonder how those can be false.

I can’t think now, I know this happened. I’m writing it. Who would try to tell me it didn’t. I can’t think.



5 Responses to “”

  1. Suzy Says:


    Visit Suzy

    I believe you and I love reading your story. Will you write a book??

  2. Johnnie Walker Says:


    Visit Johnnie Walker

    Please don’t let other people dictate to you what you should or shouldn’t write about. This is the kind of story you should be writing for yourself, first and foremost. Any other persons should be a secondary concern.

    Thanks for sharing. :)

  3. Bre Says:


    Visit Bre

    I believe you.

  4. melissa Says:


    Visit melissa

    I believe you, I just don’t want too. Does that make sense? You seem like a beauitful women.

  5. Stephen M (Ethesis) Says:


    Visit Stephen M (Ethesis)

    http://www.hcn.org/servlets/hcn.Article?article_id=1913

    Gee, the guy is all over the net as a bad actor.


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